That hurts me from inside. Really.
but who cares?
lyke anyone cares, huh?
it was lyke lalala~
wt a dilemma *sigh*
well..i'm sick of diz.
dt gaze, dt look.
those wordz, those whispers.
................
am i
clinging to sanity but crossing d lines?
hey, i noe right now u can't tell
but wud u juz gimme chance?
i noe dark things
a lot or a few...nah, who cares?
things dt i shudn't noe
well, dt's wt THEY said.
but, if u dunno THESE things
how u gonna approach them?
perhapz, coz i noe THESE things
i've been carried away
.................
but, alhamdulillah
now my days are better than thosedays, insyaALLAH.
*moga ALLAH ttpkn hati ini pd jlnNya, ameen*
but the dark side of me - it's stil there
dt's y til dz day i stil get dt very gaze wtsoeva
.............
everybody
has dark side n dark ages
stop denyin d facts.
live with it.
.................
for the sake of ummah...
please dun b so judgemental, wud ya?
stay a while, and maybe you'll see a different side of me
i wanna b a good gurl, good muslimah and good doctor toO!
Oo..ALLAH grant us strength to get thru dz things
endowed us wif knowledge
ameen~
p/s: alhamdulillah post ini bjaya smpi ke ujong dgn penggunaan ayatt2/pkataan yg "tuttt" secara minimum, dan kumengambil mse yg amat lme utk meminimumkan penggunaan perkataan supaya aku xde ahh letak ayatt tuu...ckuplah sket2..yg lbeyh simpan wt latent heat, latent emo.