now....

only now...

she could see clearly..

crystal clear, huh? dunno.

hey, better late than never...rite?

little is better than none, sah?

She knew that by failing her exams she could jeopardize her whole future....

failure isn't an option for her right now.

but still, the external and internal factors keep blocking her ways.

wt if her failure could be a fitnah for her religion?

surely her future here and thereafter would be affected.

that's called a total loss, total damaged..ruined everything.

not to mention

her failure would break some one's heart

her parents, her relatives, her teachers, her best friends

her loved ones back in Malaysia.

she's trying to get away from

the guilts that still haunts

lets hope and pray

that she'll manage to get through all of this

aiwah..

it's time for her to walk her talk.

let them be...let it be.

time to act, before it's too late.

May ALLAH swt bless her in health, body and soul..

ameen~

indeed...no doubt..

smile, it makes a world of difference.

she's being left behind

now she's no one

being left alone

let her start from zero to hero, mumkin?

ask ALLAH for a stronger back - this path isn't as easy as it seems to be.

people changes and things went wrong, but life goes on!

stop denying the facts, live with it!

lets do the best

and

leave all the rest to ALLAH the Almighty.